Tell me I'm alright. Tell me it's no lump, no cancer.
I can only be at ease after 13 April.
For now, I've got to be stronger than ever. Even if it really is something bad, and i need surgery, I've got to have a strong will power.
God, just bless me ok. There's many things I've not done. Don't take me away now.

Omg, this is becoming worse. Matilda be optimistic.