8 june 09

studied whole day at the library .
econs ; i seriously hope i will do well .

9 june 09

had maec ct .
i think shld be okays .

aft that ,
went to eat at alameen.
and went to beauty world .
the boys played pool.
and me , ezzati and beekian camwhore !

after that ,
went to wilson's hse.
played mahjong , then played the "water game"
i dont knw what is it called lahs ,
but is to do wid drinking water .

waa , second round , i drink until i really taboleh tahan.
need go toilet , but cnt go.
no toilet card !
but i think hakim and weian more serious.
they drank alot !

after that ,
camwhore !
now waiting for ezzati to send me the pics .
then had pizza for dinner .
then home sweet home.

now ,
this part is where im venting out my anger .
so just ignore okays.

WALAUS !
i seriously thinks that ,
we are seriously drifting apart .
those words .
like wth !
its everytime im doing the sacrifice.
"no no , i've got this sth sth "
i also got okays.
then i had to do this , just that u all can have the whole day.

seriously ,
i talk to you now ,
will puke blood.
i totally bwg alr.
maybe i've changed .
or i just mood swing alr .

then one more thing to add on to my bad bad day .
u think i want to stay up so late is it .
is i no choice.
then ,
its the first time i see you wanting to hit me .
first time puching my head like nobody's business.
i seriously , hate you .
from last time till now.

yes ,
im back to the point that i dont want to stay here anymore.
no wonder i dont ever had that feeling of wanting to go home.
its like ,
its not my home anymore ?
its like ,
its became a place for me to just do my hmwrks , sleep.

i seriously BWG .
bang the door somemore .
BWG =x

p.s stupid knife , or stupid me , for cutting my own finger.