i guess i need to be stronger :/
stronger enough to stand on my own .
i need to move on ,
move out of this shy and quiet character .
i just dont know why ,
im like not willing to accept the new things that are happening .
im so so terrified .
and i know im very annoying .
i keep telling my friends the same old thing .
i think they will get frustrated by me .
oh , i so hope i will get by soon .
please matilda ,
please change , change for the better .