i think i slpt too much ,
look at the time ,
and im still so energetic -.-

well ,
this is the only place where i can scream out my feelings ,
as everybody is soundly asleep .

I just dont know what i'm doing ,
I'm just not serious .
That's why I'm having mixed feelings ,
I just wished to start sch soon ,
And maybe these thoughts will just fly by .
I'm just not ready for this ,
And I'm not sure how would i react when that day comes .

Maybe matilda is finally growing up .
Thinking alot more than last time .
Hoping not to make decisions wrongly , again .
So maybe ,
for the time being ,
I think I'm better off by myself .