i really just dont understand lahx.
wats the meaning of tis?

one minute is lik tis.
the other minute.
another thing.

i'm just lik a toy.
u happy.
u played wid me happily.
nt happy.
u just throw me at one corner.

wats the meaning of tis.
i aint ur toy.
isnt tis a childish game.
tot u dread playin tis type of game.
but. wat is it now.
u are playin tis game aso.

wats the meaning of tis.
all of tis are just a tragedy.
a nightmare.

and tis type of situation.
has come to find me.
yupp.
i admit defeat.
i lost the game.
i lost trust.
i lost myself.

all the smiles.
the laughter.
lets just delete it all away.
my life aint colourful.
it is dull and disgusting.

forget it.
forget it all.
continue on wid the show.
its nt my show.
i will just play on.
until the show ends.
maybe someday it will end.

how i wish to b a retard person.
a person living in its own wonderland.
i dread living in reality.

okays. watever.
concentrate on the everything now.
forget bout other unhappy things.